Wednesday, August 15, 2012




The Great Commission
What then can we say, If God be for us, who then can be against us! Romans 8:31.

As I was meditating on God and how incredibly awesome he is for what he is doing in my life and in the church right now. I got in my spirit to write a newsletter of sorts to the body, encouraging and talking to them about how it’s time to move in the power and authority that we were called to walk in. As I began this work, the Holy Spirit whispered “The Great Commission”. So I started thinking about the word “commission” and exactly what it means.  I looked at the word commission and started to break it down on my own, and immediately three words popped out at me. The first is of course the word as a whole, the second is the word omission, and the third is the word mission.  I am not sure exactly what studying these words is going to lead me too, but by the end of this, I believe we will be thoroughly convinced that the Holy Spirit is speaking and it is time to move individually in our callings and collectively as a body to perform the great works He has put us in this earth to fulfill. His word will not return to Him void, and neither shall we!

Hate to be lengthy here, but just take a moment and look at Mirriam-Webster’s definition of the word commission.

1: a formal written warrant granting the power to perform various acts or duties b: a certificate conferring military rank and authority; also: the rank and authority so conferred
2:an authorization or command to act in a prescribed manner or to perform prescribed acts : charge

3a: authority to act for, in behalf of, or in place of another b: a task or matter entrusted to one as an agent for another

4a: a group of persons directed to perform some duty b: a government agency having administrative, legislative, or judicial powers

 My goodness, I don’t know about you, but reading this immediately had me shaking my head and laughing at the goodness of God. As Christians we know we have been given power over the enemy according to Luke 10:19 I have given you authority to trample on snakes and scorpions and to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm you. Nothing Shall by any means harm you! When Jesus selflessly died on the cross some 2000 years ago, He set us free from sin, and he also gave us back the power and authority that was lost with Adam and Eve. He literally went to Hell, took back the keys and gave them to us. So many times we are waiting for a lightning bolt in the sky, or some loud booming voice to cause us to move into what God has called us to do. But I have realized through obedience and faith that God doesn’t work like that. Not with most of us anyway. There is that still small voice that whispers in our hearts. It’s up to us whether we heed to the voice’s instructions.

 The other thing we need to realize is that being a Christian means that we are in the Kingdom of God. The Kingdom of God represents a government. A government is a body that has powers and ability to make laws and change the face of society. We need to understand, that just as the United States Government has this power to create laws, and abolish others, so do we as Christians have this same Power living on the inside of us through the guiding of the Holy Spirit. Proverbs 18:21 tells us the tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit. We need to be certain that what we speak lines up with God’s promises and that we don’t go against His word.

 Going back to the definition of commission, we see power is given to a group of persons selected to perform a duty. Our duty is to spread the word of God. Isaiah 61 exemplifies this best. We also see this parallel in Luke 4:18-19, where Jesus is handed the scroll of Isaiah in the temple, and he reads of himself and declares his mission:

 “The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me
to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
and recovery of sight for the blind,
to set the oppressed free,
19 to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”
 Our mission is no different than that of our Lord and Savior. If Jesus proclaimed and fulfilled these scriptures, then we, who are alive in Him also must speak boldly and hold true to our profession of faith. “Profession of Faith”, that brings me to another thought. The word profession speaks of an occupation. So I’m looking at this and seeing that it is our occupation to have faith as believers. It is a prerequisite for our relationship with Christ. We know that without faith it is impossible to please Him. So when we read Isaiah 61, we should profess the scriptures with faith knowing that if Christ spoke it, and we live in Him that it is true for us also.

 I remember in the beginning of the ministry Pastor asked me to read Isaiah 61 before the church. I believe he was trying to get me to understand who I truly was, and acknowledge and receive the power that has been given to me. I initially received this calling, but after years of assaults and hard times, I began to withdraw my belief that this passage of scripture was meant for me also. I lost my vision, my hope, and my desire for ministry seemed to vanish. I was so frustrated with myself. I had a heart to please God, but somehow my heart, my actions and my words were all on different pages. I struggled to get back to Him, but then I felt guilty all the time if I didn’t wake up early to pray and seek Him, and spend time in His word. The guilt led me further away, and I became angry with myself and probably with God also because I felt he wasn’t doing anything to help me get back up. I hadn’t fully accepted his grace, and the more I tried to prove my love with works, the more defeated I became. Don’t give up though! God never gives up on us and we can’t give up on Him. He said I will never leave you nor forsake you according to Hebrews 13:5.

  I want to encourage you, that no matter where you are today, you can always go back to that place where you had God’s peace and His joy living on the inside of you. In the beginning of any relationship, it is new and exciting. Everything about the person can put you into a tailspin of emotions. And then, after time and trials come to thwart that relationship, you don’t have that same “new feeling” anymore. That desire to want to know more about the person dissipates and you no longer want to please them in every way possible. It’s just the same ole, same ole. Life is a mundane routine. You aren’t complete anymore. Does this sound familiar? Have you done this with your relationship with God? I certainly have. I believe we all have at one point or another. But you know what? His Grace is sufficient for you and he will perfect that which concerns you. So if you know, you’ve straggled away in your intimacy with God, turn back to Him.  2 Chronicles 7:14 shows us the heart of God in this matter. If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land. Seek His face, turn back to your father in heaven.  He is surely waiting for you. He will restore your vision, your passion for ministry, and your love for serving his people. He did it for me and He is no respecter of persons.

 Let’s look at the word omission. Miriam-Webster dictionary says it is something neglected or left undone; apathy toward or neglect of duty. We know that commission is the authority given to an individual or group of persons to act in a prescribed manner. We already said that our commission as Christians is summed up in Isaiah 61. So when we neglect the calling of the “The Great Commission” to spread the word of God and do his work, we are in omission. Now if you want to practice this neglect in school, or on your job, or with your house chores that’s on you, but to neglect an order that comes directly from the very throne of God is straight disobedience. No matter how you want to slice it or dice it, it’s out of order. No excuse will justify your lack of response to the calling. Financial matters, a wayward child, loss of job, divorce, death of a loved one; whatever your excuse is it’s not acceptable. Of course I am not saying that in these things that there is not an appropriate time for grieving and healing. But even God had to say to Samuel in 1 Samuel 16:1 How long will you mourn for Saul, since I have rejected him as king over Israel? Fill your horn with oil and be on your way; I am sending you to Jesse of Bethlehem. I have chosen one of his sons to be king.” My goodness, do you hear what God is saying hear? He is practically screaming at us. Whatever that thing is that you are holding on to, that is paralyzing your ministry, God is telling you today, let that thing go! He is telling you to fill your horn with oil and be on your way…The oil represents the anointing!! He is telling YOU, not Himself to fill your life with the anointing again! And then he says be on your way…Get out of that stuck place and move to the place he has called you to. In Samuel’s case, he was to anoint another King. What King is out there that you have neglected? What ministry is waiting for you to get out of yourself and do the work? I can promise you something from experience, when you get out of you, God will get into you. He alone will restore you once again.

 The third and final word we will look at is mission. A mission is a specific task with which a person or a group is charged. Again, you have been charged to carry and spread the gospel of Jesus Christ. If your wondering what your purpose is on a broad level it is just that. Now on a personal level, God has assigned you to a specific task, or calling. That is something that God will reveal to you when you seek Him. Often times you need to look at your skills; gifts that come naturally to you; whatever your passion is; those are the little secrets of what God may use to bring forth your ministry. Another important thing to remember is that if you have been assigned to a ministry; you get under that covering and you stay there, and don’t move from there until God moves you. Furthermore, whatever mission or vision has been given to the shepherd of that house, you are tasked with the work that is to be done there first, before you try and venture out into what God has for you. You build God’s house first unselfishly, without complaining, bickering, back biting, or gossiping. You get behind the vision of the ministry and you ask God to use you in wherever he deems fit, and you do it graciously as if you are doing it unto the Lord himself. If you are asked to scrub bathrooms, you do it; if your asked to teach Sunday school to a room full of crying toddlers, you do it; if you are tasked with setup, or takedown, you do it. You can try and fake it but remember God looks at the heart of a man and he is able to discern your thoughts. God doesn’t operate in the world’s mentality of I’m just gonna do me! You can “do me!” as much as you want to, but as long as you are stuck in that mentality, you are a part of the Great Omission not commission. You just factored yourself out of the equation. The Body of Christ is called to function as just that “a Body”. We are to work together in unity, because unity commands the blessing.

 In closing, the bottom line is it’s time to work and make things happen. Give and it shall be given unto you, a good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over shall men give unto your bosom, for the same measure that you mete withal it will be measure back to you, Luke 6:38.










Thursday, March 1, 2012

Fertility Fortune Teller

Thank you Lord that your word is a double-edged sword. It shows us both sides of a situation. It shows us our side and God's side. What I mean by that is simple. I was in prayer today asking God to give me strength to love those in my life who have hurt and lied on me. And I asked Him, How am I Suppose to love this person for everything they have done to me. Their disobedience, hurtful words, nasty looks, betrayal...and the list goes on. Here is what God showed me. He showed me how many times I've hurt Him, denied Him and been disobedient to Him. At first, I was comparing God's relationship with Jesus and saying to him "You don't know what this is like, to have a child that hates you, that backtalks you... Jesus was obedient to you, he never sinned. So what could you possible know about what I am dealing with right now? Wow, he let me vent and get that out, and then he was saying "are you done yet??? I am your Father, and look at all the times you disobeyed me. Lied on me, took my name in vain, sold yourself our for a simple pleasure that would never last or buy you eternal peace. Yet, I love you, in fact I called and wanted you, I adopted you, knowing what you would do that would hurt me and be like a slap in the face to me. But I chose you anyway.

Be honest with yourself...If you knew ahead of time the torment your kids would have put you through, would you still have elected to have them? What if you were able to go to a fertility fortune teller before having your children and they said to you, " Well, your first child is going to push you to the limit, push every button, frustrate you beyond what you thought you could bare. You will have a radid growth of grey hairs, chest pain, bouts of depression, anxiety and crying; and days of just wanting it be over. But the good news is that your 2nd and 3rd children will be sweet and kind, compassionate and they will listen to you most of the time and it would pretty much be a joy and a pleasure to raise them. Do you still want them?

You see what we don't know and don't understand is that our Father in heaven gets this "snapshot" like a movie preview in heaven, before he births us in the earth. He knows every scene of our lives. He knows how we will react, the choices and mistakes we will make. He knows it all ahead of time, and he still chooses us. He chose us not because we are perfect and obedient and good children all the time, but because He is a good father all the time. A good father, loves their children inspite of the behavior. His love is never based on circumstance or behavior. He is just, fair, never changing and unyielding.

That is what God showed me today. If you could rewind the hands of time and go to a fertitlity fortune teller, would you?

Thank you Father for showing me my imperfections and allowing me to see you still love me, inspite of me. Your love is perfect at all times. Thank you for showing me how to love those who are imperfect, just like me. Give me more of you today. Thank you for giving me a glimpse of your heart today. Continue to lead me and guide me. Thank you for your rod and your staff for they comfort me. Thank you for your grace and mercy that are made new each day. I am a better mother today for having spent time with you and learning from you. You already watched the movie of my life and you wrote the ending. I trust you as the producer and director of my life, that my movie will end the way you intended it.